ALLOS PARAKLETOS

                 Y our hands were dancing when you made my home Your spirit sings with you when you named every creation. your eyes saw that dust and breath into living creation you loved that dust more than your son. Even angels bowed down and praise you in your thrown  Still, You choose to leave and save the dust to be with your home.

     W hen all of this is done, you will be a better version of yourself . For it took a long time for you to wait. You will know yourself more for you will have all time to seek the Creator. Hidden talents to be shown and learning new things to discover. All to equip for the upcoming battle. Wisdom and knowledge will be your melody as the world goes silent. And your comeback will be stronger than you were ever before .

        I was like Leah(Gen. 29:20-29) who was always the last choice and begging for her worth. But you took notice of my pain and comforted me. Still, like Delilah(Judges 16:4,5), I was unfaithful and even trade your love for material things. But You were like Boaz(4:1-10) who took me at my lowest point, redeem me from my debt and restore what I had lost. Now as Ruth promised Naomi(Ruth 1:16), I made you an oath that wherever you go I will go, I can't imagine my life without You. I was crowned with Your glory and gave me authority like Queen Esther(Esther 2:17). You promise me that You will bless my generation, because of unbelief I laughed like Sarah(Gen. 18:12). But look at me now, I'm in the road fulfilling the promises you have given me.

    H er eyes was weary from the tears she shed earlier. Her lips was dry from many words she utters but no one could understood. Her knees already has scratches and darkened for she always find herself on her knees. She was totally different person when she was alone. She was not a singer nor she has this good voice. But she always sang at the top her lungs of that praise that she always has in her playlist; even her neighbors who heard it already goes with the hymn.    As soon as she put her earphones on, her atmosphere changed. HER WEAPON WAS HER PRAYERS. HER VICTORY WAS IN HER PRAISE. After a long battle, she looked up and thought to herself when is the right time to go HOME.

  W hen they already fighting alone and even medicines give them no hope. Embrace them with your grace, and let them know that you already conquer it all. When fear is pandemic and everyone seems in solitude Remind them that there's no fear in love, for love drives out fear. When their body began to shiver let them know that by Your blood we are already covered When they were already lying helpless and eyes are about to close. Give them light, in their darkest time Lord. Our faith will assure us that You always keep your word. It will be like a rainbow in the clouds after the flood.

I remember we used to walk our way to church hunger and thirst do not overcome us, as long as we have each other. We used to share our victories and comfort each other whenever papa would persecute or question our ministry. I remember we got each other's back, we used to laugh hard about our experiences and excited when it's already Sunday. I used to hear you at dawn sobbing and praying. I used to see you reading the bible, and writing your devotional You used to ask thousands of questions about the verses and I gladly answered it, I used to see you always holding the bible and carrying it with you. I used to see you smile and I feel content with it. I used to feel protected because you are always by my side. You were the one, who understands me. Sometimes you correct my ways. And I learned so much from it. I remember that time when we hugged each other and cried knowing that Christ is already in us. How did it happen? What happened to us? Why did you forget al...

E verything is failing Everyone is coming to their conclusion And Heart is already longing When will I be seeing you? Are we going home soon? But the heart is asking is it too soon? Is it complete, and I realized there are still many out there Still sleeping, needs to be wake up And I cried out loud, how can I wake them up I see its almost dawn But some is still sleeping Others are awake but want to sleep again Every night i lay down I sleep in comfort thinking of You I imagine you are beside me my head is your arms, my face in your chest while combing my hair with your bare hands. A tear fell down. I want to see you, In that big gate smiling, But I want those people to be with me holding hands together as we meet.